When life gives you
This blog has meant a lot to me. I’ve worked a lot of things out by writing here, and I’ve learned a whole lot more by reading other blogs.
For someone like me-with very little techie knowledge-there’s a million ways to screw up your anonymity. I used a non techie one; I trusted the wrong person. Just to make it worse-I’m been trusting this person for years. When the threat to blow my anonymity first came through-subtle venom oozing towards me–I sat there dazed.
HE said: Your Blog.
“Huh?” (Me. I can be VERY quick)
He pats me patiently on the head. : Do you care if people know you’re Saoirse?
“Then you’re fine.”
I snuggle farther into his chest-which is now damp.
I continue to sob. Which is not something I do often-unless under duress (wink wink) (see? I’m not techie enough to know how to put those cute little emoticons in here. 😦 )
“Do you care if the children know you’re Saoirse?”
I shake my head. Causing my nose to chafe against his damp shirt.
I’m not a horrible mother, people. The children are all a LOT taller than me (and believe me I am not short) and know I write OBSCENE FILTH.
“Do you care if people and the kids know OTHER THINGS about Saoirse?”
I may be slow at times.
But you don’t need to beat me over the head with a baseball bat to get MY attention.
So, I levitated from the bed, raced to the computer and like a real techie would–Made the blog private.
And since that time, I’ve just made any AH HMMMN posts from the past– “private”.
I’ll have to think about a long term solution.
I could remove the threat.
I’m ranked Expert by the US Army…..
But, that’s not my style.
I try to be a warm gentle generous person.
Unless my cubs are threatened.
Excuse me-He’s asking a question.
You did too know I could shoot.
Back to threatening my kiddos:
For now-I’ll be visiting you all as usual. And posting here in a more discreet manner. I’ll be thinking about which door to walk through.
And we’ll see.
Thanks to you all for you kind support.